Saturday, January 26, 2008
i thought u were someone i can trust, someone that i can confide in, that i share my life with. someone i trusted to keep things to themselves. when i talk to u, i believed that u will take the advice i've given u and think abt it with ur own mind. but, alas, u are someone with no mind of ur own.
yes u are so F***king hurt, what abt us when u tattled every advice everything that we said to u to the oh-so-precious one of urs? guess what... u are betraying our trust. and so we are suppose to pretend nthing happen?? act normal? be fake? mayb u can do it. i can't. no way.
anyway. i'm pissed. i can't stand all this nonsense anymore. u say we are nt talk to u. i can't see nay effort on ur part either. don't say sry for nthing at all. it doesn't help. it just cheapen the word.
i thought u were one true fren i found in my college. den i realised mayb i nv known u. i took him as my brother, someone whose words held the value of life experiences. someone that i trusted and looked up to. someone who i felt had loyalty towards frens, big-hearted. the only one in the grp i truly looked up to as a brother. i trusted every word of urs. now i realised, mayb u're just manipulative.
anyway thanks for teaching me yet another lesson in life. not everyone are nice. not every the ones u think u know.
joe says all u need is love to forgive/forget. i think i ain't got that much love in me. my loss den.
hopefully things go well for u and all my opinions are wrong.
bye.
12:48 PM