time seems to crawl... everidae seem the same, nth change. its like repeating a cycle of study, math phy gp n more maths... i'm barely copin, struggling to breath, drownin in that deep pile of tutorials n assignments... everydae seems to past by, without me even noticing. the weekends come like a flash, n passes like a whirlwind. suddenli its mondae again` so sick of this repetive life... nth seems to change. i like living the same dae again n again! theres no fun! no life! onli work work work!! shld i just mug through these two years? not if i can help it! i can't get retained this year, n i wanna do well enough in moi a'lvls, to get a scholarship.

i dunnoe. yiin was saeing she prefer a long peaceful life, but tt's not what i want! i wan to lead an exciting life. how short it mayb, i just want to make it worthwhile, and that i accomplished something great. mayb tt not gonna happen to me` i doubt it ever will. but.. i wanna lead a life of riches, so rich tt i don need to save, n can afford everithing i want. yes.. money can't bring u happiness. but without money? there will nv be happiness. money can satisfy oneself, but not bring happiness. but if u are not even basicalli satisfied, how can u be happi?? mayb it sounds materialistic, but it just moi way of thinking... i rather lead n exciting short life den a long peaceful one, one without ani action n waves, it will bore me to death!

aniwae.. life sucha bore! nthing interesting or even remoteli fun to happen. arh! bored too death!! aniwae.. moi class peeps seems to be getting just tt little bit more fun. but donnoe lar.. i still don like the lameless.. aniwae.. there's some conflict.. mayb it me.. i realli suck at handling friendship.

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