i'm starting to hate everyone ard me.. Everything they open their mouth I feel like stuffing a towel inside it n force it down their throat... May the choke n nv speak agn

i'm irritated i'm raged I realli feel like giving all of them a tight slap right across their faces.. But i'm controlling. mayb I shld juz be a loner in sch, a solitary figure in sch. its time for me to learn to be independent. depend on no one at all. so moodi these daes.. trying to be happi. juz can't seem to luff at their lame jokes. its totalli so not me! ARH! starting to find sch a bore... frens oso becoming more n more boring... aniwae we r drifting apart. friends in jc.. concern abt work, don't spend time playing animore, so damn particular abt money. the latter is the thing tt irritate mi the most! i don care if i'm offending anione in moi blog. i don wanna apologise no more! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! may all those tt i hate, drop dead n die!

yes.. i'm evil so go ahead n curse me... i don't care! moi class in pjc SUCK!! BIG TIME!! when i choosed pjc as moi second choice, i was having the idea tt everione in toleh tt stayed in pjc will be in the same class, with the newbies being the minority. now?? its us tt the minority! rainbow split! n i feel so cheated!!! before the stupid jae.. everione asking me to stay in ojc n said tt they are sticking to the same combi n they r still saein the same thing when the results came out! but in the end?? after orientation.. everione when on their seperate waes! now i'm regretting staying pjc.. mayb i could go to sa or mayb ac?? i dunnoe ... yes` everione start feeling offended... i so damn pissed off now tt i can't be bother with how u are feeling. if u r not happi juz stop reading! if i'm not getting mr siraj as moi gp teacher, i goin to curse at swear at pjc! there's onli 1 word to describe the culture in pjc.. LAME! n b4 i came to this sch.. i absolutely cn't stand lameless.. n now i had to face it everidae. its realli gettin on moi nerves! pjc is a fine sch.... but i dunnoe y i juz feel like i can't fit in! i don like it animore!

n now to the frens bit.. i'm not goin to mention it but after readin n u feel like its u i'm insulting.. mayb it realli U! so u better watch out.. u r realli testing moi patience. yesh u may have ur temper u may flare up as easily as i do.. but when i don't care animore, u better watch out! i can be a damn pain in the ass.

okay now its the 9 pointer thingy.. everione expecting me to be a genius, learn thing at a faster pace den them. but hey! u r now in the same place, same sch same class i am! stop feelin inferior! we r the same.. n during test if i sae tt ur results are good even thought i got better marks, i realli meant it! i hate ppl tt sae abt moi grades using them to suan mi! i've work hard for them or mayb i'm just plain lucki tt the topics i studied came out! i'm juz as surprised as u are! so juz blame it on ur luck, or u are either not working work enough or just plain stupid! so its up to u too choose! some of the insults are so spiteful.. tt they are are laced with venom so deadly tt it can kill even a cobra! whatever! i'm past tt stage of caring wad ppl thought n sae of me. i'm not bothered by it animore. but if things go to far, juz wait for me to flare up, i will make sure it stop!

i don like ppl being so particular abt just tt few cents n dollars.. yes u may sae i'm trying to act rich. but wads a few bucks means btw frens?? can't we give each other an occasional treat?? some of them juz remeber them treating their fren n forget the part of their fren treating them back!! N I CAN'T STAN IT ANIMORE! everi time toking abt money.. they would dig up the past " eh last time at XXX remember u still haben pay me the $$.. blah blah blah" n when i ask them how much i owe them they can't tell me the exact sum.. n den they will tell mi nvm nvm... n when another oppotunity comes, they will be bringin up the same inccident agn.. wad the hell do u want?? u want money?? i can return them to u! juz name the sum!!! n after tt there will be nth more btw u n me! i absolutely hate dealing with money. when ppl borrow money from u, they ask from u nicely n they are all bowing at ur everi whim n will do anithing u command them to. n when u want them to return the money?? they will suddenly forget tt they even owe u the money!! JUZ DROP DEAD N DIE, WILL YA??

the thing with frens... i starting to feel that rainbow sistas are getting suckier n suckier.. yah~ start getting angri! i don't care. i donnoe lar.. i juz think tt after the splitting of class n schs.. we are drifting apart everiones busi with their own stuff. for instance todae after sch.. connie's busi with her og stuff yiin dunnoe go where kris when with the vballers se lui was drawing pic for me * hehez* mj went awae with her frens ky not even in pjc` its like we are no longer doin the same thing together animore.. whats more there not a common interest tt we share. feel that the gap btw each n everione of us are getting bigger n bigger.. whu noes mayb in the near future we may juz split up n form different cliques... don't care liao lar! frens.. smtimes too much a burden

oso.. i dunnoe i think everione has change in one wae or another... i realli feel like writing smthing.. telling someone but suck ah! i'm not really past caring stage i still treasure moi frens.. donoe lar

aniwae i shall juz write on it briefly.. X last time veri fun veri nice.. one of moi better frens in jc. now Xchange. X morphed into one ultra digusting fat ass b8! i can't stand it animore. X was like keep using me as a joke?? yah u can luff at me or wad... i'm use to frens luffin at me i oso donnoe why i'm tt comical to them. but its not just tt. i fell that she venting all her anger on me. smtimes when she like it she throw insults at me.. other times? when she's alone or wad.. she would be so damn nice to me! she such a FAKE! n for eg. i ask moi fren for a foolscap just to doodle on it.. she wld start scolding me for wasting other's paper.. YES!! its other ppl paper!! so y are u so damn bothered?? i cnt stand her!! n when she scold me i will give her those kind of stupid expression tt make ppl ard us luff. i think tt she feel tt she's making ppl luff when she scold me n she getting obsessive abt suaning me n all!! i CAN'T TAKE IT ANIMORE!! i fell tt she's changed no longer that ger i once knew. she noe like noe old hag.. insulting n insulting all dae! wads more?? i feel tt she trying to hard to make frens with some of the gers.. she trying to act like LLL whu's well liked by the gers.. i just feel tt she's trying to hard.. n i can't stand her animore!!

school sucked so badly tt i juz want to get out of it so fast tt i don't even want to hang ard with frens animore. back home.. mayb its better. i juz have to take to constant ranting from both moi parents.. n since i've long become immunue to their naggings... its at least better den staying in sch. aniwae.. i juz got over moi cruch todae.. todae in canteen i've suddenly decieded tt i like him no more.. he's too devoted to his ger le.. n since he don even care for me.. y shld i care for him?? he doesn't deserve it! so YAY~ i've got over him! i'm free... mayb this the onli thing i'm happi abt.

oso i'm quite bothered abt the recent earthquake in indonesia.. seriously.. i think earth goin to die soon real soon! y muz an earthquake happen at some country tt juz starting to cope with the no of casualties in the recent tsunami. the lives of ppl there are already veri tough. y muz nature go add onto their hardship, making them suffer through lost n seperations?? yes mayb they can get on to thier feets better then ppl in develop countries but they don have the means to cope with these disasters! let all these happen in develop countries where they jolli well have the technology n expertise to deal with them. i think man is the stupidest creature on eearth! they are killin the trees, the forest which are providing the basic necessities of life.. n mayb scientist are the worst lot of man.. i don't deny tt they mayb the geniuses tt help us improve our lives in mani mani waes.. but! pls! b4 anione of u invent anithing! make sure of all the side effects of it has on the earth!! yes plastic was a great invention, the material replacing all materials but after a few years, scientist start saein tt it non-biodegrable. n they are having trouble disposing of it .. if nth is done earth mayb soon be a huge land fill. haiz.. mayb humans shld juz die n let the animals roam the earth.... not onli will earth be a better place it willbe a more healthier place.. haiz.. WHATEVA!!! I JUZ CAN' BE BOTHERED ANIMORE!!




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